So I won’t be around for a little while its time for me to go to hospital again
[TW: suicidal, suicide plan]
I’m extremely suicidal and I have planned to kill myself in exactly 3 days. I’ve never been so committed to taking my own life- because I promised myself that I would not try again unless I’m sure to succeed.
I want to die so badly but I’m trapped and cannot do that because it would cause my family, friends and most importantly my husband so much pain.
So I’m facing my worst fear- worse than death- to try and try so damn hard in hospital to try and stay safe and get better.
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- holidayfor2 said: I’m hoping things will get better for you.
- kellycdb said: I’m so glad you’re going to the hospital and trying to stay safe. <3
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- dirty-pawprints said: *hug* You can get through this, you beautiful person =)
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- rathrunpredictabl said: Stay safe! Sending some love your way <3
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- footprintsonwindowpanes said: So much love to you. Hang in there, Kris. <3
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- workin-it-out-everyday said: I’m so sorry you feel this way. I hope you find the help you need at the hospital. My love and prayers are sent your way and to your family.
- asquickasitcomes said: I love you and I hope you recover and keep fighting!!! xxx
- doreto said: ):
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- zenx49 said: I understand this feeling all too well… I feel I am alive only because of guilt itself. Please, stay safe. People love you and can and will be here for you, Kris… You’re stronger than you’ll ever know.
- apocalypse-revolutionnaire said: I’ll be thinking of you <3333
- in-fi-ni said: you can do it! thank you for going to the hospital, i know it’s hard, but we’ll see you on the other side. <3
- highwaytoradiotherapy said: I’m happy to hear you’re being so proactive. It’s not an easy thing. Best wishes to you through your hospital stay. Keep on keeping on.
- nickysreblogs said: Sending many loving, healing thoughts your way.
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- lunchboxmama said: so much love and positivity to you <3 <3 <3
- sex-organ said: Stay safe darling. Much love to you!
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- littlelilinlover said: Good luck, love. I hope you come back from the hospital stronger than ever! I have faith in you :)
- littlegory said: Stay strong, friend. You can do it.
- spacebunny-pewpew said: fight the good fight. dont give in. dont let it win. i dont know you, but i know you need to be here. on this planet. right now. there is a reason.
- iamthepantsparty said: I admire your strength so much. Best of luck and I’m sending positive vibes your way
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- iantine said: you are so amazingly strong- you’re incredible.
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